I was up late last night studying for my first test of the semester. I don't think I did too terribly bad... the first test is just one of those things you either ace or bomb because you don't know what to expect from the professor, and their testing style. I may be going out on a limb, but I'm going to say I'm in the range of 80's.
I wasn't much in the mood for getting out of bed this morning either, so I look like total crap. Threw on some sweats, and ran out the door, hair pulled back in a messy pony tail, and no make up on- thats a rarity, however, the sweats are an everyday thing for me. None of my jeans seem to fit anymore.
On my way out of the house, I ran into my mothers room to grab something and stopped and looked in her mirror, and took notice to how incredibly large I look. I always say to myself, I'm not that big... but after looking in her mirror I was like NO WAY. I was in a groggy waking up process, but still- I know what I saw, and what I seen was NOT pretty. No wonder my clothes don't fit me. This is the real deal!
I did some plank exercises that were recommended by a fellow blogger/reader, and let me tell ya- I only did what I could handle, because I am completely and utterly out of shape to the max. I'm almost a little embarressed because I watched the video saying to myself, "oh this won't be too bad- quick and easy" Quick maybe- easy, not so much, in fact, my abdominal muscles are slightly sore today- not overwhelmingly sore, but enough for me to feel it a little when I move in certain directions. That's a good thing. I will have to continue with those, if I am going to make some changes.
I have to make a lot of changes overall. My McDonalds Bagel Breakfast was not the best choice, but I ate it and enjoyed every bite of it too. It sucks to love food, and suffer the outcomes of gaining the weight, and hating to exercise.
Oh well, on with the rest of my day!
Hope you all have a good one!
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