I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel like death has consumed me. I feel sick, and I can barely eat anything at all. I've been trying to eat hear and there, but my stomach is so upset it's not working the greatest. I know it's not healthy, but in being positive maybe I'll drop a few pounds while I'm at it.
I'm so bored, and all I do is sleep, I deactivated my facebook because I just need a break from the rest of the world. I have no energy at all, but my family is on vacation so I have a ton of time to myself. I turned on my computer and decided to sort through some old files. I went through my photobucket and I have some photos on there from when I was at my skinniest, and Ive looked at some recent photo's of myself that I had my brother take for me recently and I've been very disgusted. I've lost 11.4 pounds so far, but it is not even close to showing a difference. Once I get the energy and my strength back up I am going to have to put in some real work and effort in getting myself back to ME.
Because who I am right now at the weight I am right now... IS NOT COOL. I feel horrible, I look horrible, I have to make the changes and I have to be strict, yes, I'm human but it's no excuse, if I want it I really have to work for it. There's no quick fix. and there's NO MORE EXCUSES!!!
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