I hate it.
It seems impossible to do. It's the biggest of my battles, and the worst of my struggles.
I started out SO WELL I lost 9.4 pounds, and then I gained. I didn't gain all of it back, but I gained enough. 3.2. I know this is something I need to work at, but sometimes I just wish it came a little easier.
I get so excited to start something, and low-carb I'm ok eating that way, once I get passed the first few days. And I do enjoy the veggies, and the protein, but then I get bored, and the minute I eat something with a high carb content, i immediately gain the weight right back.
I just don't know what to do. I went to the doctor. I'm not pregnant, but I have some other issues going on with my body. They sent me for a metabolic panel, as well as all types of blood work for my thyroid and they say it's normal. I've stopped ALL medications- everything, and my weight isn't adjusting. So now what? What do I do now? I especially don't understand because my appetite has decreased so significantly because of the heat, I just don't have the energy to eat! I don't know what to do next? A diet pill?
I walk a couple days a week around the neighborhood, it's a 2 mile walk, but maybe that it's going to work for me. MAYBE, I'm the type of person that has to sweat until I'm throwing up from working out so hard, because just the walk isn't doing enough.
I was hired in the hospital that I wanted to work at, so I am happy that I am going to have more of a set schedule, and routine, I want to be on my feet and moving around more because it'll help me hopefully lose some weight, instead of those long classes sitting on my butt.
It's going to be a long process, but I can't give up.
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