I think that may be the hardest part for me. I lost a ton of weight once, and I gained it back. I know what it's like to be the skinny girl that all the guys looked at, and now I'm the heavy girl again that no one is looking at. It's not just about the attention, but I don't want to look this way anymore. I want to be healthy. I don't even really have an exact number that I want to weigh, but I know I want to get out of the 200's. I'm still focusing on getting out of the 240's. My weigh in is tomorrow. I feel stressed, and I want to eat. I'm forcing myself to drink water...my stomach isn't growling so I am not hungry. I ate 3 meals, and healthy snacks...so I'm not famished, I just want to get on the scale tomorrow morning and see that the scale says UNDER 240.
I know it may not mean much to others, but under 240 is all I'm asking for right now. After I get there, I will set a goal for something else. I can do this. I have to actively work to get where I want to be though. I have a plan, and a schedule all worked out, for home, the gym, school, and everything else I need to fit in!
I will let you all know how tomorrow's weigh in goes!
Setting goals is not about reaching for the unattainable and hoping to get there by some miracle. Setting goals is reaching for what is just out of reach and grabbing on. Pulling yourself upright and reaching for that next rung in the ladder. Don't set yourself up for failure. Get out of the 240s and then set your next attainable goal. You can do this. YOU KNOW IT. I KNOW IT. WE ALL KNOW WE CAN DO THIS. NOW WE JUST HAVE TO DO IT. :)
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