And I'm all over the place!!
So my week on Atkins I lost 6 pounds, that second week, following the exact same thing I did the first week, I literally gained 7....I gained more than I lost.
I have NO IDEA what is wrong with me... AT ALL. I called and make an appointment with the doctor, because something has to be wrong. I cut out all carbs, with the exception of 20-25 grams I followed it to a T. and I seriously gained what I lost plus a pounds. HOW IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME!!!
I know I'm stressed with school, and I'm going to crazy, but this weight issue is bothering me even more.
I had gone to the store and needed to get some scrubs because mine are getting snug- and that pisses me off. I went into the dressing room, and undressed, trying on XL pants and shirts which were still pretty snug, and all I could think was what the HELL...because my scrubs I wear now are larges and I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. I'm not happy. I look terrible. I have seriously let myself go...in many areas of my life.
My number one problem is that I have NO full length mirror in my house. I don't know what I look like or how I look. So- my next purchase on Wednesday is going to be a Full Length mirror for my bedroom.
I will also be purchasing my elliptical and I am going to use the heck out of that. I don't know what else to do. I'm always fighting this battle.... I'm so tired of it, there's no easy fix for me....
Hey... you are fighting it... so there IS that...
ReplyDeleteNow like I said, I dig full-figured women and keeping yourself toned and tight is where "thickness" comes in... so whatever you do DON'T quit exercising..!
As far as the diet and everything... you know what you did and did not eat... and that is that with that... just keep walking, running, ellipticalling, whatever... if nothing else, it will get your body tight and ready for when you do find what combination of work and diet works for you..!
Love you like my sister from another Mister!!
Mark
Don't let this discourage you too much!
ReplyDeleteThe elliptical purchase sounds like a great idea. If it's easier for you to have that around ..and any free time you have you can work out. That would be a great investment f that's what you like to do! One day I have to get an arch trainer..because I know i'll use it!
Keep doing what you know is good!